mrrightandmrbubble said: Well, if there’s nothing clear or certain at the moment, you’re practically a clean slate. I mean that all the purposeful things in life that makes you think “YES” are still to be revealed.
that’s a hopeful outlook. i just feel that all that i’ll amount to already happened. and it’s not much. and i don’t even know what i’m referring to. i think that good things could happen in the future if i wanted them to. i know that people make good things happen to themselves, but the first thing is wanting it. it’s weird, ultimately, i don’t want anything yet. there’s no direction. like i haven’t learned enough about myself to know that i want to do any particular thing in life. i just know things that i want to happen to me, and that’s different. i mean, i don’t know if what i’m saying means anything, i’m in a weird mood i guess.